tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post4996098129160423238..comments2023-10-17T12:05:26.540+01:00Comments on Razor-blade of Life: Z doesn't look aheadZhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00822383355869390919noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post-90581621286932663932013-02-04T19:07:45.947+00:002013-02-04T19:07:45.947+00:00My sister said she felt angry with her husband aft...My sister said she felt angry with her husband after he died, Macy. I don't know if my reaction would be the same. My mother always thought she'd die young but lived to 79. Seems far too long to have to wait for me, patience was never my strong suit.<br /><br />LZM, I've never felt able to write much about my mother, our relationship became difficult, though the final six months were lovely and I was so glad of them.Zhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00822383355869390919noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post-30167985620112408402013-02-04T16:34:39.631+00:002013-02-04T16:34:39.631+00:00My Mom died the day after our mutual birthday. I h...My Mom died the day after our mutual birthday. I had turned 50, she 74. I know of no other who would understand just how those two days feel to me (Or even just the thought of them. She lived for nine years in a wheel chair after a devastating stroke that put her in a coma for two months. luckyzmomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04176703683321469118noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post-56147420915552254292013-02-03T21:26:23.159+00:002013-02-03T21:26:23.159+00:00I felt angry at W for dying before he even saw his...I felt angry at W for dying before he even saw his kid's braces off his teeth. <br />I was angry at my mum for just giving up and dying last year...<br /><br />And I was truly hacked off at myself for being stupid enough to have a heart attack - at the same age as my father!!!<br /><br />I'm going to be outliving all of mine, for sure. <br /><br />Take care ZMacyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16117141586263456823noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post-30271642472304000552013-02-02T20:02:55.545+00:002013-02-02T20:02:55.545+00:00You're so right, Paff. It was only after my m...You're so right, Paff. It was only after my mother died that I realised that there were some occasions where no one would feel just as I felt for the same reasons any more. Wink and I come as close as anyone can.<br /><br />Thank you for the if, John. I sort of don't want to. I don't feel guilty in any way, but I do feel he's with me in a way he won't be any more.<br /><br />Your mum died young, Mig, I'm so sorry. My mum met Phil, at least, and approved.Zhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00822383355869390919noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post-651400584806810102013-02-02T19:43:19.310+00:002013-02-02T19:43:19.310+00:00I love 'Angel' for being kind and friendly...I love 'Angel' for being kind and friendly and helpful. We've got Gorgeous Babe for the whole night for the first time, we won't see Mum and Dad till tomorrow. It's going very well so far!<br /><br />I've outlived my Mum by 12 years - I still feel sad that she never saw her grandchildren. When they were little, I felt very close to her memory.mighttp://letouttoplay.wordpress.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post-49257533438072354702013-02-02T15:29:09.576+00:002013-02-02T15:29:09.576+00:00Zed, you mustn't punish yourself if you outliv...Zed, you mustn't punish yourself if you outlive your Father. Life will be. Nature takes her course. Love, xxx.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11346682505354790114noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21602861.post-1730143927531793032013-02-02T14:11:32.266+00:002013-02-02T14:11:32.266+00:00I was in Sainsbury earlier and noticed they are se...I was in Sainsbury earlier and noticed they are selling some Dahlia tubers, one was called a Wink Dahlia, I immediately thought of you both.<br /><br />Isn't it wonderful having a sister to share such thoughts and feelings with. Siblings can be underrated.Paff Rinenoreply@blogger.com